When I decided to renovate my Victorian home, I was excited. My fiance, Ben noticed a stained glass window outside that didn't show in the attic. Ever since I first saw the home, I was drawn to the attic. It would be a perfect place to write. Oh, yeah, I'm an author. Maybe you've heard of me, Anna Hughes? No, oh well, that's okay.
Ben agreed to help me knock down the wall in the attic, which really surprised me. Ben doesn't like to get dirty and he doesn't like physical labor. I think he only did it to prove me wrong that there was more space beyond the wall. When Chad Edwards, the construction worker/handyman agreed there was more space beyond the wall, Ben agreed to save me the money of Chad knocking it down.
Needless to say, I wasn't about to refuse.
What we found was amazing. Not only was there a room, it was fully furnished. That's when I first saw the shadows. They hovered over a trunk in the corner of the room. Ben didn't see them and of course, he thought it was my over active imaginiation. Anything Ben didn't agree with, he used that. Ben didn't like the idea that I wrote books. To him that wasn't a real career. The fact that I was on the Best Seller List and now earned my income as an author didn't matter to Ben. According to him, anyone could sit down and write a book. He had no idea what went into writing a book, and couldn't care less.
Too bad Ben wasn't more interested in my writing and my imagination. What came next wouldn't have been such a suprise to him.
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EXCERPT:
Ben agreed to help me knock down the wall in the attic, which really surprised me. Ben doesn't like to get dirty and he doesn't like physical labor. I think he only did it to prove me wrong that there was more space beyond the wall. When Chad Edwards, the construction worker/handyman agreed there was more space beyond the wall, Ben agreed to save me the money of Chad knocking it down.
Needless to say, I wasn't about to refuse.
What we found was amazing. Not only was there a room, it was fully furnished. That's when I first saw the shadows. They hovered over a trunk in the corner of the room. Ben didn't see them and of course, he thought it was my over active imaginiation. Anything Ben didn't agree with, he used that. Ben didn't like the idea that I wrote books. To him that wasn't a real career. The fact that I was on the Best Seller List and now earned my income as an author didn't matter to Ben. According to him, anyone could sit down and write a book. He had no idea what went into writing a book, and couldn't care less.
Too bad Ben wasn't more interested in my writing and my imagination. What came next wouldn't have been such a suprise to him.
You can find a copy of Shadows in the Attic at: Amazon
EXCERPT:
I hurried to my
room, freshened my lipstick and ran a comb through my hair. I loved my new
short hairstyle, even if Ben didn't like it. It didn't take hours to blow dry
and style even after a shower. Chad Edwards, the contractor Connie recommended,
would be here any minute. I liked the sound of his voice over the phone, all
deep and masculine. Besides, he sounded as excited about the restoration as I
was.
I hurried
downstairs when the doorbell rang, opened the door, and my mouth darn near
dropped open. The sexiest, hunk of a man I ever saw stood in front of me. His
dark hair, mussed from the wind, fell over his forehead. Bushy eyebrows topped
the bluest eyes I'd ever seen, and he towered over my five foot six height. A
complete contrast to Ben's dark, brooding looks.
Something
jolted inside me, and I swear electricity seared the air between us. Even my
arms tingled. Never had a man affected me this way. What was wrong with me? I'm
engaged for heaven's sake. But I couldn't help it. This man stirred something inside
of me. Something Ben never stirred.
"Hi, I'm
Chad Edwards. Are you Anna Hughes?"
Heat burned my cheeks
at my thoughts, and I held out my hand toward him, hoping my face wasn't too
red. "Nice to meet you, Mr. Edwards."
"Chad,
please. Nice to meet you too, Anna. You don't mind if I call you Anna do you?"
He took my
hand, and my heart did a strange flip. A trembling all the way down to my toes
scared me. I liked the feel of his rough hand, calloused from hard work, and
was disappointed when he let mine go.
"Hi, Chad.
No, I don't mind." His name flowed easily from my lips, like I'd been
saying it forever. And I especially liked the way he said my name, placing the
emphasis on the first syllable—Ann-a, unlike the quick way Ben said it, more
like On-na, with the emphasis on the last syllable. Kind of hoity-toity.
Chad's smile
reached his eyes. Something about it made me think he was fun-loving,
spontaneous and adventurous, unlike serious minded Ben. Not that there was
anything wrong with Ben being serious. I just wished sometimes he'd let go a
little. Darn it, why was I comparing Chad to Ben?
"Please,
come in." I swung the door to let him in, and closed it behind him. He
stood in the foyer and looked around, letting out a low whistle as he stared up
the curved oak staircase. A picture of him, standing there years ago, waiting
for the daughter of the house to join him, flitted through my mind. He seemed
to fit.
I smiled at the
image. "I've heard good things about you, Chad. I'm glad you agreed to
look at this job."
"I couldn't
resist. When I heard it was a Queen Anne style Vicky, well let's just say that's
my weakness."
"Mine too.
When this house came on the market I had to see it. Once I saw it, I was sold."
I led the way to the attic. "Come on, I can't wait to get your opinion."
I turned the
corner to the landing and looked back at him. Darn, he was good looking. "This
is the first room I want done. We'll look at the rest of the house later."
As we rounded
the corner of the attic, Ben joined us. "We want this wall knocked down
for starters,” he said. “Anna thinks there's a room behind it. At least there's
a leaded glass window that shows from the outside of the house."
Ben's tone
irritated me. Okay, so he didn't agree with me about the renovations, that didn't
give him the right to intrude on my conversation.
Chad knocked on
the wall in several different places and looked at the floor space between the
walls and took some measurements. "She could well be right," he said.
"This room should be much larger." He turned his attention to me. "What
exactly do you want?"
"I want to
make a home office up here for my writing."
"You're a
writer?"
Ben didn't give
me a chance to answer. He came and stood next to me and put his arm around me
possessively. I tried to shrug him off. This wasn't like Ben. He never touched
me in public. Never even held my hand.
"So, what
will you charge to knock the wall down and finish this space? I mean is it even
worth it?" Ben pulled me tighter against him and almost knocked me over.
"Just to
knock the wall down and haul the material away, fifteen hundred dollars. It
depends what else Ms Hughes wants as to the rest of it." Chad turned his
attention back to me again.
"I can't
give you a price on that until the wall is gone, and we see what's behind it. I'll
need to know exactly what you want, wiring, lights, that kind of thing. You can
knock the wall down yourself and save the money. There's no wiring or heating
ducts to worry about."
"Okay, we'll
be in touch," Ben said. "Thank you for coming. He guided me to the
top of the stairway and waited for Chad to go ahead of us. I tried to pull
away, but Ben held me tight against him.
"Anything
else?" Chad turned toward me again.
"We'll
talk about it and get back to you," Ben said, not giving me a chance to
answer.
I bit my
tongue. Oh, we were going to talk about it. No doubt about that. I'd say
something now, but didn't want to start anything in front of Chad. What made
Ben think he could take over like that? Like I was a moron who couldn't think
or talk for myself.
"Okay,
then." Chad turned and went downstairs ahead of us.
Ben finally
dropped his arm from around me and followed Chad to the door before I made it
to the bottom step. "We'll be in touch," he said and almost pushed
Chad out the door and looked at me. "I think we should knock the wall down
ourselves. Then you can see what's behind it and not waste the money."
"You're
willing to help knock down the wall?" Would wonders never cease? I couldn't
believe my ears. I let the matter of Ben's rudeness drop. If Ben was willing to
work on the attic, I wasn't about to start an argument. Not yet, anyway. But
you can bet I wouldn't forget it, either. He'd hear about it eventually. I'd
have my say. Oh, no, he wasn't getting off that easy.
"Sure, we
can start tomorrow. Once you see there's no room up there, you can forget this
nonsense of renovation."
I opened my
mouth to argue, but thought better of it. Ben was willing to help, and I was
taking advantage of that. Fifteen hundred dollars was a lot of money. "Okay,
we'll start tomorrow."
*
* *
Whack! I swung
the hammer, and the hole in the attic wall widened. Even through the plaster
dust, I swore I smelled flowers. Roses and something else—lily of the valley—that
was it. One more whack and a section of the wall collapsed.
"Ben,
look!" I stepped through the opening and stared into the room. A dusty,
women's antique French desk stood in the center of the large room. The wall
behind it held book shelves still lined with books. Two chairs grouped, in
front of the window, around a table that held a tarnished silver tea set.
I spun around
the room. "My God, what is this?" Pictures hung on faded rose
wallpaper. Dim light, from the dirty, stained glass window in the alcove, cast
eerie shadows. "This is unbelievable."
Shadowy figures
in the corner of the room beckoned to me. At first I thought my eyes were
playing tricks. Between the dust and the dim light, but no, the shadows were
there, plain as day. They hovered over a carved trunk.
"Ben, do
you see that?"
"See what?"
Ben brushed the dust off his hands.
I held back a
giggle. I couldn't help it, he looked so uncomfortable. This wasn't Ben's cup
of tea. I was still trying to figure out why he helped me. He stepped through
the opening and looked at me.
"Shadows over
that trunk." I held back, dying to know what was in it, but half afraid to
go near it.
"Probably
cobwebs."
I sighed. The
look on Ben's face said it all. "Cobwebs, right."
"There you
go again. You and that overactive imagination. I suppose now you're going to go
ahead with the renovation." He took a couple steps into the room, stopped
next to the desk, and opened a drawer. "Hm, Look at this." He pulled
a sheet of stationary out of the drawer. "Mary Elizabeth Gilbert, wonder
who she was."
I took the
stationary from him. A bouquet of lily of the valley embossed the top of the
page. Again, the shadows appeared and beckoned to me. "Those aren't
cobwebs, Ben. Look."
Like I didn't know the difference between
shadows and cobwebs. Definitely shadows. Willowy figures hovered over the
trunk. Come open it, they seemed to say. There was a sense of urgency about
them, yet I didn't feel threatened. Giving in to the urge, I hurried to the
trunk and lifted the decorative lid. "Oh, look at this!" I lifted a
pearl handled hairbrush out of the trunk. "It's beautiful." A shadowy
figure floated above it. Then, I lifted out a corset and held the tiny form in
front of me. One of the shadowy figures moved closer, almost on top of me.
"Ugh, I
can't imagine having to wear one of these." Suddenly, my stomach and chest
tightened. I lost my breath, gasped, and sunk to my knees. The corset fell from
my hand. The shadows backed off. I was finally able to take a deep breath, and
let it out slowly.
When I opened
my eyes, Ben stood over me. "Are you okay? What happened? You looked like
you were going to pass out."
"I...I don't
know. I couldn't breathe. It felt like someone was squeezing the life out of
me." I looked at the corset lying on the dusty floor. What just happened
here? A shadowy figure lingered nearby. What was it trying to tell me?
"I think
we better get out of this dust for a while, get some fresh air." Ben
helped me to my feet. "You can come up later. I know how anxious you are
to go through that trunk. There's no stopping you now, is there?"
I hated to
leave, but Ben was right. I had inhaled an awful lot of dust. "Ben do you
smell flowers—roses or lily of the valley?"
"All I
smell is plaster and years of dust. Roses, are you sure you're okay?" He
furrowed his brow and gave me one of those disapproving looks that said I was
nuts. I hated that look.
"I'm fine,
just a little woozy. You're right, probably from all the dust." So Ben
hadn't seen the shadows, and he didn't smell the flowers, so what. I looked
back through the opening, and they were there, big as life. I sighed and
reluctantly followed Ben downstairs.
After a quick
lunch and something to drink, I stood, anxious to go back to what I now called
my treasure trove. I love old things. That's why I bought this old Victorian
house. Sure, it was a fixer-upper, but that was part of the charm and fun.
I needed a quiet place to write. Someplace I
could retreat while work was being done on the rest of the house, and the attic
fit the bill. Besides, I needed a place of my own, away from Ben.
Ben had noticed
the stained glass window from the outside a couple weeks ago. I hadn't noticed
it when I bought the house. I'm sure Ben was sorry he mentioned it to me. Not
that it mattered; I was still planning on renovating the attic. The window was
the only reason I managed to talk Ben into tearing down the wall. Not that he
believed me. He thought someone just covered over the window from the inside.
He only went along because he thought it would prove me wrong. Ben liked to do
that. But I knew I was right this time, and I took great satisfaction in
proving him wrong for a change.
I had been
drawn to the attic ever since I first saw it, even without knowing about the
window. And I wanted to help with the renovation, but it didn't take a brain
surgeon to know there was a lot I couldn't do. Electrical work for one and the
whole house needed rewired. Thank goodness, Connie told me about Chad.
Hopefully, he was still interested in doing the work, and Ben's rudeness hadn't
turned him off.
Downstairs, Ben
dusted off his clothes. "I hope you're going to hire someone to finish
this. You know I'm not cut out for this kind of work."
I sighed.
Luckily, Ben had helped this much. "You know I'm going to hire Chad, if he's
still willing to do the work, that is. You were awfully rude to him."
"I think
you should find someone else. I don't like that guy."
"He comes
highly recommended. Connie says he's tops in his field." Of course Ben was
going to give me a hard time about Chad. His dislike was evident right from the
beginning, and he didn't do a thing to hide it. "Besides, I liked him. He
didn't have to suggest we knock down the wall. He could have charged me for it.
I think he's honest."
"I don't
like this, Anna. This whole renovation thing is crazy."
"Come on,
Ben. Just help me finish knocking down that wall. There's not much more to do.
I'll call the contractor later."
I didn't like
the way Ben looked at me. Like he was sorry he offered. He hated dirt. Besides
the fact he was sweating and the plaster dust mixed with the sweat probably
made him feel gritty. He was going to back out and leave me to finish the job.
I wasn't sure I could handle it. "Please, I really need your help."
Begging usually worked with Ben. He loved to hear me beg.
"Oh, what
the heck." He shrugged. "You're right, there isn't much more to knock
down. Guess that's the least I can do. Besides I'm already dirty. Once we get
that wall knocked down, I can take a shower and call it quits. Okay, I'll help
with the rest of the wall, but that's it."
I smiled and
kissed him. "Thank you." How Ben was going to survive here with all
the renovation going on, I didn't know. Even as a kid, he said he hated getting
dirty. While the neighborhood kids played in the dirt, he sat in the air
conditioned house, reading. I could picture him. Serious-minded Ben didn't like
things other boys enjoyed, like sports. He still didn't.
He followed me up the steps. "Let's get
this done."
Back upstairs,
we knocked down the rest of the dividing wall. All the while, I watched the
shadows move back and forth between me and the trunk. What was in there? I
couldn't wait to find out, but I continued to help Ben. He'd have a fit if I
quit.
"Why do
you suppose someone sealed up this room?" I tried to ignore the shadows
flitting in and out of my vision. They definitely wanted my attention.
"I have no
idea." Ben knocked down the last of the dividing wall. "There, we're
done. Now let your contractors finish the job." He brushed off his hands. "Why
I offered to help you is beyond me. Can I leave now?"
I laughed. I
couldn't help it, he looked so pathetic. Pathetic and so dirty. I appreciated
the fact he helped me. Really I did. Ben didn't particularly like the old
Victorian and couldn't understand why I insisted on buying it. Oh, well, he'd
get used to it. He'd have to if we were going to get married. This was my home,
and I was in it for the long haul.
"Maybe someone was hiding a past." I
ignored Ben's question. Seldom did he ask permission for anything, and staying
dirty a few more minutes wouldn't hurt him.
"It's like
someone walked out of this room and built the wall. They left everything just
as it was." Again the shadows appeared and disappeared. Maybe they held
the key. I was dying to dive into that trunk.
With the last
of the wall down, I began the clean up. Ben stood by while I put chunks of
plaster and pieces of lathe into an old box. I could see all Ben wanted to do
was jump into a shower.
Finally, he
apparently couldn't stand it anymore. "I'm heading for the shower."
He turned and hurried down the steps before I could answer. Not that I cared.
Right now I was better off without him. I barely glanced at him. "Go
ahead. I can clean up."
6 comments:
Fabulous new blog! The banner is picture perfect!
Lovely new look!
Also, lovely book cover!
Morgan Mandel
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Beautiful Dahling..simple elegance with a touch of drama.
You did a great job with the new look for your blog. And I loved the story of discovering the room in your attic.
Great job Roseanne! The banner header is beautiful.
Karen Cioffi Writing and Marketing
Love what you've done with the place *smile*
Congratulations on your newest release. Excellent!
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